both kids have been coughing for months. every time one was getting better the other one got worse. when both of them were finally getting better at the same time last week, big o started to cough like hell again. supposed to be leaving in exactly one week time for the first vacation after lil o was born, i honestly have no mood for the trip. deep down i don't even wanna go with 2 sick kids and myself also started coughing yesterday. been feeling so frustrated... and sad... i kinda find some peace of mind while working =,=

since i last blogged here... it was august 2011, talking about big o first learnt to speak. now i'm waiting for lil o to say his first "baba" or "mama". time flies.

it takes me some hassles to return to xanga. flipped through my old posts i found that i've been written here since 2008. didn't expect i'm back here eventually after stumbling around for years. it's gonna take me some time to get used to wordpress though... sigh. i'm too old to learn new stuff already, lol.

the mil returned from tw today. the sil said it's a surprise. i guess it's "sur-without-prise" for me. of course i hope she's okay and fine. but deep down, i know i'll have to bid farewell to my 2 quiet months of life. i miss it already.